i think i have just finally realised that my MG is never going away and will always be underpinning my life.
I believe it takes time for all (or at least) most of us to reach this understanding and come to terms with it. And probably we never fully do.
I recently realized, while talking to my neurologist, that I was trying to keep working and continue as much as I can with what I was doing so it will all be there when my illness disappears and I can go back to lead a completely normal life without having to start everything all over again.
He helped me see that all those "temporary" measures I gradually found actually enabled me to lead a reasonable productive life and it is not so bad if I have to keep on living like that. And that every improvement in my condition (even if relatively mild) makes it even better. Although, he too, still hopes like me that this illness will disappear one day. (he keeps on saying that this is such a "crazy" illness, we can never know).
Its great that you have a good team of physicians you can rely on.